Unexpectedly called back home to Wales, actress Kate Rivers must confront harsh truths about her London life, her past and her chances of happiness. A virtuoso novel by Sian James, first published 2000.

Returning from London to Wales for her mother's funeral, actress Kate Rivers is overwhelmed by painful memories from her past as well as regrets about her current childless, unmarried life. Teetering towards a midlife crisis, Kate is unable to find the emotional support she needs from her lover, Paul. Instead she finds herself falling for her beautiful and married cousin, Rhydian. But is her affair a second chance at happiness or a dangerous infatuation? This absorbing novel retells the familiar human tales of love and family relationships in a sympathetic yet unsentimental way.