"Kesha's presence struck me instantly, tall and regal, her mocha skin seeming to glow with intricately coiled dreadlocks. She carried herself like royalty, and in that moment, I knew I'd never seen anyone more captivating. A fierce desire took root in me, undeniable and raw. I wanted her badly"

Ashley O'Sullivan, a librarian burdened by Catholic guilt and repression, secretly seeks connection on lesbian dating apps while haunted by memories of her teenage lesbian encounter with Bree Donovan. An encounter with the provocative Velvet Vixen forces Ashley to confront her discomfort with transactional intimacy.

This sparks an unexpected journey when she meets Kesha-a bold, African American artist who becomes her anchor in a vibrant queer community. As Ashley rebuilds her life amidst chosen family and newfound confidence, she must grapple with her traumatic religious past and estranged parents. The story charts Ashley's transformation from an invisible "library mouse" to a woman discovering sanctuary in defiant self-acceptance and authentic lesbian love.